I know, I am sappy, I think way to much, and I will never have ALL the answers. But hey, at least I am trying in everything that I do and I only want to be the best version of myself. I have wanted to write this "letter" since last Monday, but seeing as I had a Water and Soil Engineering and a Hydraulics test this morning, work started last week, FE Reviews started last week, and I have to fit time for school and running in that mix it just hasn't happened. So after those tests... and only 1 and 1/2 weeks after Jason started school I will finally get to share how I am feeling about all of these new experiences.
Jason,
WOW! You amaze me, waking up before 4 in the morning every day to sit in class for 6 hours then go to work for another 4 is crazy! You are crazy! I am so so so proud of you! I remember the conversations we used to have trying to figure out what you wanted to do as a career. (even though I remember saying you should be a mechanic about a million and one times) You never seemed really that passionate about any of our ideas. But last week I think I heard you refer to yourself as "the old man in class". You are feeling like you never have before.... absolutely exhausted! HA! Welcome to the club! But I think you are also feeling something called responsibility. And I think I fell in love with you all over last week when you walked into my apartment in your button up WYOTECH shirt and tie. You look so cute in it!
But anyways, I am getting off subject. I cannot express to you how happy I am for you that you found something you like to do. You are way ahead of me in that. But I am also proud that you are mine. That you are not like all of those guys in your class that you talk about. You don't complain about being there, and instead you for once want to be where you're at!
I also wanted to say that it felt strange wanting your attention while you were doing homework, instead of the other way around like it has been for the last 3 1/2 years. Tables have turned I guess. We have so much to look forward to in the next year! We will finally be married, and hopefully I won't miss you as much as I do now, not seeing you because we are both so busy. I will graduate in December and you next February. Our lives will be off and running!!! Hopefully we will both find time to be grateful for the opportunities that have presented themselves this past year. I know one thing I am so grateful for is you. You complete me and I miss you like crazy, but I know someday soon we will be together forever.
So anyways, I am proud of you Jason. I am pretty sure everyone else is too, including my family!
Love you Babe.
